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I wish my blog was more entertaining.

So I feel like feking shit right now. I don't know if i'm psyching myself out because I just found out Jess has mono [ : ( ], or if i'm actually sick. I shared a beverage with Jess about two weeks ago, so i'm pretty much shitting my pants right now. Not to mention I had to give someone I made out with a while ago the heads up that he might have mono.. and he is NOT IMPRESSED. I mean, I don't blame him, obviously no one is happy about this sort of thing. But it's not like I did it on purpose. And I don't even know if I have it! I'm going to go tomorrow to check er out. My symptoms right now are just flu like symptoms, which aren't generally mono symtoms. So maybe I just have the flu or food poisoning or something. But yeah. This little guessing game is noooo funnnn. Especially on St. Patrick's Day when I should be drinking (as I don't work or have school tomorrow), and when I should be having ridiculous amounts of fun. Ohhhh wellll, I told myself to stop drinking so much anyways.

On to part two. A certain boy has come back into my life. Is it actually possible that i'm willing to give up single land for him? Let's think about this rationally. What do I like so much about single land? Well, you can do whatever you want. You don't have to answer to anyone. You can randomly hook up with whomever you want, slut tits. And you can shamelessly flirt and have ridiculous crushes. This all sounds pretty unreal, BUT, I actually don't do all of these things. I don't actually hook up with a ton of dudes, and I actually refuse to have sex with someone I am not legit interested in (I just found that out recently). So maybe it's time to leave single land and move back to boyfriendville. That's if I turn out to be super into the dude, because I refuse to waste my time and feelings on someone who is not worthy of them again. Who knowssss. I like that fact that me and all my friends are single, but I don't think anyone would object to any of us getting into a relationship. We'llllll seeeeeee. I'm not too worried about it. Just go with zee flow.

Now i'm going to watch chronz of narn 1 and 2 tonight, and try to force my body to feel better. I can't afford to be sick. I don't have enough time for it and all its bullshit.

Gut Crunchhhh.